Friday, April 16, 2010
Today was such a sad day. Cried twice in total =X
Firstly was cause of napfa 2.4km. Okayy I passed, but, my timing was like a whole one min slower than my goal. I don't know what to say. Because of this 2.4km thingy, I have went to bedok stadium to run for like so many evenings. I hoped that for once, I can achieve a better result. But after all that I have done, I still only just passed. I am jealous, yes, I am, of those who can run like it is walking, of those who don't even need to practise and can still get gold for napfa, of those that can excel in the physical aspect also. Sometimes I wonder, if they can, why can't i? I wanted to prove that I can, but it seems to be failing. Why, oh why. If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow, why oh why can't I?
Next was cause of Miss Tay leaving school. Okay I've known it since last week, but I don't know why, when we sang her "Like an Eagle", the feeling is just overwhelming, and the tears just came. Really, it's been four years already. I don't know why. She has never taught me, nor been my mentor, but she is and will forever be my favourite teacher and the teacher I'm closest to. I really don't know, since when I started to like her. Actually, I don't even remember when she first came to choir cause in year one, it was very messy. But unknowingly, I've become close to her, unknowingly, I've grown to like her a lot, and now that she's leaving, I'm really very sad. Choir will never be the same without Miss Tay. Okay I'm tearing again. Shall stop here. Yupps.
Miss Tay, just wanna let you know that...
I will remember you forever.
And I remember that you promised to write for me the same thing you wrote on Pamela's farewell card when I graduate. Yet you're leaving now. Nvm, when I graduate, I'll find you. Yes, seriously, I will.
Miss Tay, all the best in your life after you leave the school.
May there be one day when we all go for your concert =D
Jiayous okayy!!