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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I wanted to blog about many many stuff. But apparently I didn't... 

最近一直在想, 以下哪一个情况比较不好...
- 被冤枉一些你没有做的事
- 好心做了一些事却无辜被骂


想想看吧!
就这样喽!

crap my posts are getting weirder and weirder...!!!
and i'm getting weirder toooo
gosh that's not good =X

penned wholeheartedly @ 8:55 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

最近回想了很多关于我小的时候学小提琴的事。因为当我告诉朋友们我以前学过小提琴,7岁考到grade 4 时,她们都很惊讶,说如果我继续的话现在就会很厉害了,问我为什么没继续。已经很久很久没有想过小提琴的事了,被朋友那么说一说,倒觉得她们说的有道理。7岁考到grade 4 真的很不容易。我从来没想过,也不知道自己原来以前小提琴拉的那么好。我以前到底为什么没有继续学下去呢?我想了很久很久。


其实,我对于学过小提琴的事,已经没有什么印象了。在脑海的深处模模糊糊好像有几个画面。。。是踏进那铺上蓝色地毯的音乐学院,是在小提琴老师那木板地上的房间里,是走进一间有架钢琴和一个椅子,我考试的白色房间,是小提琴老师跟我说要拉得好一首歌就要完全沉浸在那首歌里,一开始拉就有如进入歌曲里那清幽的草坡,直到歌曲拉完才回过神来的情景。。。所以说我没有继续学的原因,我想了很久还是想不出来。


可是今天我突然记起来了。我终于知道我为什么没有继续学小提琴了。若我没记错的话,应该是这样的。
我4岁开始学小提琴,不久后考到grade 1, 然后就听妈妈说她的朋友听说后,也给自己8岁的女儿学小提琴。我还记得我听到后,很恨那位阿姨。为什么我学她就要她女儿学?为什么要学我?


我好像6岁考grade 3 的,考了pass,而那个阿姨的女儿也靠grade 3, 考了merit。妈妈听说后告诉我那个女生比我迟学却考得比我好,说我不够用功。可是我是真的很用心地练习阿。可能就从那时开始,我对小提琴再也没有以前那股热忱,考完grade 4 后就不继续了,因为我觉得我总被那个女的超越。可能就从那时开始,在我心中种了不想输的幼苗。所以,我到现在,还是不喜欢、不习惯输的感觉。虽然知道一个人不可能没有输,可是每当我输时,心里总感到特别特别难受,觉得做什么都没有意义,没有理由再做下去了。以前总想不通为什么我会这样想,因为同学们都不会这样,现在我知道了。可能是因为我输的时候会想起以前那件事吧,所以会感到说不出的委屈和无奈。


好多好多年过了。现在我已15岁了。但我最近发现我其实还真的真的很爱小提琴。我有点后悔我当初没有继续学了。若有的话,我大胆地说,我现在一定会考到diploma的了。突然有股冲动,想再次拿起小提琴,再次上小提琴课,完成我那11年前第一次拿到小提琴时许下的愿望- 我要成为人人爱听得小提琴家!




我真的真的很想再学小提琴。真的。。。
我应该吗?这次我会为自己而学,自己儿拉。
不会再与人比较。只会与自己竞争。
我可以做到吗?

penned wholeheartedly @ 11:18 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009

Haha it's been a loooong time since I posted. Ok not that long I guess. This is one of the rare posts of me saying happy stuff =p I realised that as I grow up, my posts are getting more and more emo-ish.
Amanda started to blog in P6 to blog about skating lessons.
Amanda used to blog only about happy stuff.
Amanda used to be only have happy thoughts.
Amanda now blogs about emo stuff =X

Ok it's time to share with all of you some happy stuff: my sept hols!
This year's March Holiday: Astro, French make-up, TXY yingxin...(NO REST!)
This year's June Holiday: TXY peixun, NEA camp, PHY camp, YORECAmp...(STILL NO REST!)
This year's Sept Holiday: I smart I never plan alot of stuff... (REST FINALLY!)

OK now let's seeeee... Before sept hols... 31/08/09, teachers' day pressies!

Files for Miss Tay and Miss Mariko

Miss Tay's Cushion! (Kudos to Tianran)

Miss Mariko's Cushion! (Kudos Kudos to Tianran & Xuehe)

Thank you cum Tchrs' Day card for Mrs Lim (Kudos Kudos Kudos to Tianran)

That's the inside. Hahah good, never spell anything wrongly. hahaha

Cap for Jean Marc (Kudos to Chris, and i still think it's too cute for him)

French poem for Jean Marc (Kudos to Jayashri)

Card for Jean Marc, with all our wishes (Kudos to Wen Hui)

Yupp that's the end of it. Now now, Sept hols!!
First up....... Sunday 06/08/09, Choir Outing!!
Although not many people turned up, was quite fun =p
And I think the year 3s know one another much more now. I guess. Maybe not the guys. =p


Yay Year 3 girls. And yes, we know one another more now.

it's abit ego but I really love this pic. MAYBE i shall retake violin lessons. gosh shldnt have stopped last time. 7yrs old grade 4 leh. crap should have continued. now diploma liao lo.
me, abigail, thao, ruthanne, tianran, xuehe
and yupp we rock. love all of you!! (as in friend kind of love)

On the way to ECP. Haiz the two guys ah... Sit so far sia. emo ah

thao, nikki, me, ruthanne, abigail
ok i think girls like to be in groups more than guys do....

sorry this abit ego tooo but it's the first pic of me wearing my skates and i think that the lighting and ambience is reallly very niceeeee.

Overaged kids at the playground =p

tianran, xuehe, thu, ruthanne, me, thao, binh, abigail, nikki
all on wheels, readdy to goooo =p


emo kids VS sweet couple @ bedok jetty

Hahah and that's me feeding everyone ruffles. I feel like a mama bird going back to the nest and feeding little birdies =p

and that's us @ bedok jettyy. we rock, no?

and yes, us again... we look so great we just cant have enough pics =p

and then it's bowling. tianran and xuehe left though. and ivy didnt play.

and can you belive it? I was top scorer!! haha. 96 =X

and that's us outside the bowling center

and here are the three "JANUARY-TWENTY-EIGHT"s.
binh: 28/01/92..... me: 28/01/94..... ivy: 28/01/95

ruthanne is ace spades, abi is 3 diamonds, i am queen hearts <3

that's the end of the choir trip.
Next, Monday 07/09/09, Chinatown Herritage Tour
Krystal wanna go so I asked her to sign me up tooooo =p
Although during pri sch i've been to such tour like many many times. and i still rmb them.

Temple of the Heavenly Peace

That's us =p

and that's her iphone. crap i want an iphone too =X

That's about it for the trip. Didnt take much photos cos I was paying attention.
I'm serious O.O
the next day, Tuesday 08/09/09... Bugis shopping with wenli, Dinnerrr

we went yoshinoya for lunch. and both of us ordered the same thing. and as usual wenli finished much slower than me =p she eats wayy to slowly

we went iluma =p and saw this looong escalator that spans over 4 storeys

taking photos on the looong escalator

i actually quite like the curvy and futuristic feel of iluma. Just that it's abit too empty.

and i'm currently in love with this shop. E111. Many cute bags.

Had Zhong Yuan Jie Dinner at night =p
They take like 20min to serve a dish -.-

and i received my payment for the attachment reflection article thingy. 20bucks =p

there goes one day of shopping. and both wenli and i did not bring enough money.
so the next morning, Wednesday 09/09/09... Shopping + Class BBQ


this is cute, no? hahah i love it. and it's small. it's time i get a small bag.=p

and of cos domo kun! i'm loving domo kun. so cute!!
domo kun handbag

and domo kun pouch! cute right?
i am currently so in love with this.
it's like, whenever i feel sad or mad, once i look at it, i can't help but smile =p
may seem weird to other ppl but it really works miracles for me =p
it's time i find something that make me smile right?


after that, went to mrs yeo's condo for class bbq!

tada 305 rocks

mrs yeo's baby girl decided to give minh the bear!! oh no...

and barn seems like the captain of the ship. it's as if he's not tall enough

BBQ!!

bbq, fan fan fan


when people are fanning, minh is sleeping, some are swimming, chenwei is listening to music and dancing -.-
and mr and mrs yeo's happy family =p they look sweet. that's the kind of family life that everyone hopes to have right? yea, me too. i really do.

they're trying to bully the baby.

<3 mr and mrs yeo <3
305's papa and mama

and that's the end of wed.
then... thursday, 10/09/09... Jurong Island + lucas come my house


those are the tags we had to put on before entering jurong island

and here's us wearing a*star labcoats and safety goggles for the lab tour
me, abigail, valarie, joelle


and here's baby lucas! 6 months old liao. getting cuter and cuter =p

and yes he can push his head up now =p can sit soon =p

in this position, if not held properly, will topple and fall to the side. utterly cute.

and he can play soccer!! =p hahah thisis not child abuse. it's beachball and is very soft.

and played mahjong with agnes of couse. hahaha. and i lost =X again. as usual. this is bad.

And the rest of my hols are spent playing with lucas. and then chionging homework on sunday.
hahah i love this sept hols! and i hope dec can come soon so i can play with lucas more.
should be able to crawl or walk by then. much cuter =p
and of course i hope that we can have another choir outing or class outing.
just going to someone's house and watch horror films through the night is fun and memorable enough. hope so. hope so.
and it's 1:38am liao. gosh i took so long to finish this post. all the uploading of photos lorhh. hahah. and googlechrome is weird. and safari is weird too. using firefox now. hahah.
anyways. that's about it. i may post again sometime soon.
But i have to do lotsa stuff. ok let's list:
1. DV presentation!!!
2. Music Majors Rectials Article
3. Finish up LY huixun chang tan tian
4. Go health checkup for OBS
and others. so i shall stop here. whoever you are, thanks for having the patience to read up to here. my life aint that interesting you see, so thank you =p

and goooooodnight =p

through the outings, i realised that i have many more friends around me actually
much more than i thought so
i realised that, i should, start realising them
ok does this make sense? it does right?
yupp i should start looking around me and cherish all the friends i have =p

penned wholeheartedly @ 10:49 PM