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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

hah i shall blog. finally. yea.
went to vivo just now with krystal and krystin. =D watched game plan. hilarious. worth watching. touching. nice. =) went to build-a-bear. got tong tong a denim dress. burned another hole in my pocket. =X went to arcade. it was fun fun fun. krystin was hilarious too. went to pet safari. oh ya and when can i get my purrfect little puppie??!! =( went to many more places. tired tired tired. oh wait, tomorrow i'm going out! (*i'm gonna chill with sarah~* <- learnt frm wilbur pan.) woot~ another movie. heh heh heh. hols startin to rock but i don't think it lasts. argh nvm. finally got tong tong her wardrobe =DDD needa build it now. bye =)


believe it? i finally blogged!! i blogged??? yea. i blogged :)

penned wholeheartedly @ 8:32 PM

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

passed on by jiaying...

TRUTHFULLY:
1. Do you like anyone? liked. not like.
2. Do they know it? *shrugs*
3. Simple or complicated? huh as in...? jus simple like. XD

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
4. Had sex? NOOOOOOOO.
5. Bought something? yea duhx.
6. Gotten sick? narh. thankfully.
7. Been hugged? by my toy bear tong tong?
8. Felt stupid? yea, during the exams.
9. Talked to an ex? no ex.
10. Missed someone? uhuh. refer to previous post then
11. Failed a test? no tests. exams? well, results not out yet
12. Danced? erm. narh.
13. Gotten your hair cut? no way.
14. Lied? narh. gd gurl k...

UNIQUE
15. Nervous habits? as in?
16. Are you double jointed? wads that?
17. Can you roll your tongue? mmhmm
18. Raise one eyebrow? i think so...
19. Said 'I love you'? yea. to my bear, to my lappie, to my aunt's dog, to the television etc.
20. Given money to a homeless person? erm. given money yea but i dun tink they are any homeless ppl in singapore. like HELLO its modern singapooore!
21. Smoked? nahh. no way
22. waited all night for a phone call? no. and there's no one to call either.
23. Snuck out? whats that?
24. Sat and looked at the stars? yea. astro rox.

MANNERS:
25. Do you swear or curse? in my heart yea. but out loud not quite =D
26. Do you ever spit? narh.
27. Do you cook your own food? yeap yeap. fun and rox.
28. You do your own chores? some of them and sometimes.
29. You like beef jerky? dun eat beef
30. You're happy with your life? yea. somewhat.
31. You own a dog? well i would love to have one. sadly i dont.
32. You spend your money wisely? to a certain extent
33. Do you like to swim? not quite.
34. When you get bored do you call a friend? narh.
35. Sleep in a bed with the opposite sex? noo way.
36. Hooked up in the woods? wads hooked up?
37. Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself? underaged.
38. Hooked up in a shower? for the second time, whats hooked up?
39. Been dumped? no ex. no bf. nvr.
40. Stolen money from a friend? no.i have my own principles you know...
41. Slept naked? NOOO.
42. Been in a fistfight? no.
43. Had a crush on a teacher? NO NO NO
44. Been on an airplane? yeap yeap
45. Slept all day? i dont suppose so
46. Missed someone so much it hurt? hurt as in where? physically or mentally?
47. Fallen asleep during school? NO WAY! sch is fun
48. Been lonely? mmhmm
49. Cheated in a game? think so
50. Been in a car accident? no
51. Had detention? no
52. Missed your first love? no first love yet.
53. Cried yourself to sleep? think so
54. Sung in the shower? whats snug?
55. Kissed a random stranger? NOO
56. Laughed so hard you cried? countless.
57. Regretted hurting someone? i don't hate anyone=D
58. Regretted loving someone? didnt really love anyone as well

I tag:
1. -
2. -
3. -

aha and as per normal, i shall not sabo anyone=)

penned wholeheartedly @ 12:01 AM

Monday, November 5, 2007

突然有一种很强烈的感觉,像是有一个隐形人正在呼唤我,像是有一鼓隐形的动力正在推动我来写这篇文章。赫然发现今天已是11月5日。转眼间,**离开我已经快六年了。这段时日里,没有**得陪伴,我还是依然长大了。**的爱对我来说,就好像是海市蜃楼,忽隐忽现,遥不可及。我不知道如果**还健在的话,我如今的生活会是怎样的。但是我实在很想知道那样的结果如何。究竟**为什么会走呢,究竟为什么那个病始终没法治好呢/我真的不知道。那应该是生物吧。我想我一定要读好生物,快些找到治疗那个病的方法。**走后,我生活就起了巨大的改变。小一班的同学每个都知道这件事。升了小三之后,我能感觉到同学是知道的,只是没有讲出来而已。升了小五,那些与我相处久了得都知道,但有些并不知道。时常因为不知怎么的提到那个方面,自己就会变得哑口无言。级任老师跟我说她的**也在她还小时离开她。但是她并没有觉得自己与其他人有什么不同,而是觉得自己更应该把生活活到最好。老师的这段话我到如今还记住。我心想**的走不是我的错,我不应该因为如此而感到不妥,所以就把它忘了。当我升中学,全校都是我不认识的人,知道我的过去的人也并不可能存在,才发现**的离开始终烙印在我心里,没有消失掉。每当同学不经意提到那个话题,我心里总是种说不出的滋味,突然间又好想抛开手上的的事什么都不理尽情哭泣,但又知道那不可能发生。在与两位朋友赌气时透露了那件事,心里又觉得有点内疚。不是说好要把它给忘了的吗,怎么又会说起来呢?但是每当我看到同学们若无其事地跟他们的**相处还总是歉东嫌西时,我就会觉得这一切都很不公平。为什么他们能够拥有一切,而我到头来连再见**一面的机会都没有。好了,不再写了。写到都快哭了。就让我小学同学和我班上的一个同学和在合唱团的另一个同学看清我的心事吧。不太认识我的就,想法不要提到那个话题。不,还是算了。就当你没读过这篇吧。就把一个总是微笑的我记在心里吧。。。

penned wholeheartedly @ 1:53 AM

Sunday, November 4, 2007

yea. passed on by sarah =D

HOW PERFECT IS YOUR LIFE?

[x] You know someone that cares about you. ought to.
[ ] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife. NO. (*not yet*)
[ ] You have your own room. sadly not. (*not yet*)
[x] You own a cell phone. yeap. duhx?
[x] You get good grades. define "good". well i take it as pass all subs. haha yeap!
[x ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player. mmhmm. thankfully. journey back home shall be killing if i don't have one...
[O] Your parents are still married. erm. erm. erm. define "married"
[x] You have more than 2 best friends. YES!! now and forever! none will be forgotten =D
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard. heh yea. like i am living in a castle. hello? this is siingapore. backyard??!
[x] You live somewhere other than a box. hey define "box". haha. i live in a "flat" flat, not a bulky box=D
T O T A L: 6.5

[x] You dress how you want to. duhx. i don't have a personal fashion designer -.-
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week. not really.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. yups! and its not my room. i don't have my room.
[x] You have never been beaten up. i take it as "by outsiders"? yea, NO WAY. mum shld be fine=D
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month. depends you know. like touching shows and so on...
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. duhx. and my choices are healthy ones also. who would forbid then?
[X] Your room is big enough for you. and for the last time, I DONT HAVE MY ROOM
[ ] People don't use you for something you have. ask them. not me.
[x ] You have been to a concert. yea. and i am gg to one soon. SHOW ON STAGE!
[x] You laugh more than twice a day. yes and forever.
T O T A L: 7

[X] You have over 100 friends on friendster/msn. yea apparently. but most of em nvr tok de la =)
[x ] You have pictures on friendster/msn. yeap.
[x] You get allowance. yea... duhx.
[x] You collect something normal. SHOW STUFF? albumms and magazines? ok define "normal". i collect stickers. nownow that is normal.
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean. not as for those i know.
[x] You look forward to go to school. yups. cmon, BIO EXAM NEXT ._. look forward? .-.
[X] You play a sport. SK8 SK8 SK8 inline skating =D
[x] You do something after school. yea like, going home?
[x] You shower daily. who doesn't?
T O T A L: 8

[ ] You own a car. underaged. heh toy car counted? fine i don't have that too.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents. hey fight? cmon. NO.quarrels yes =)
[x] You're healthy. i take it as physically? yea. just abit overweight... erm. mentally... yea duhx.
[x] You've never had a cavity. nope. i keep myself healthy=D
[x] You are happy with your appearance. people must learn to be contented.
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all. i think everyone must be self-consious. and wait, the spelling looks wrong.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life. not in total la. BL1103 exam was disastrous. but overall still passed =D
[x] You have friends. of course!
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends. yeap yeap. hmm, be my friend...!
[x] You know your parent(s) care and love you. i think so...
T O T A L: 8

[x] You know what is going on in the world. hmm, WORLD. i define my world as southeast asia chinese-speaking countries. namely china, hk, tw, sg and malaysia. yea the singers rock. the dramas too!
[x] You care about sooo many people. yes. yes yes.
[x] You are happy with your life. mmhmm. "~dont worry. be happy~"
[x] You usually aren't sick. yes. thankfully
[x] You know more than one language. yea. which singaporean doesnt?
[x] You have a screen name. yea yea.
[x] You own a pet. used to. yes i got two perfect terrapins which seemed to have shrunk..
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs. yes yes. way more than that!
[x] You don't have any enemies. not as for all i know...
[x] You are happy you're living. yea yea yea
T O T A L: 10
grand total: 79%
ok lastly, define "perfect"
3ppl to do this quiz.:
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-
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i shall sabo no one again. haha. k thats all. bye

penned wholeheartedly @ 11:23 PM

Saturday, November 3, 2007

passed on my sarah =D

1. Name a friend who's name starts with "S"- Sarah!

2. 4th person on your missed calls list- Chris

3. Last text msg you received- "After everyone finish i still got advanced smo test... ... i just realise i have been typing crap...k la. Dun bother replying. Nite!" (Krystal)

4. Do you chew on straws?- depends

5. Do you have curly hair?- no. i love mine as it is!

6. Who's the coolest person in your life?- SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG. and all my frens yea. sarah!

7. What's the last thing you ate?- meiji plain crackers

8. What's the last thing you've said to someone and who was it?- byebye. mamie

9. Do you watch TV?- erm. duhx?

10. What should you be doing right now?- erm. how i noe? oh.studying for my bio exam. haha. but i'm not, obviously. XD

11. Do you have a nickname?- mandie?

12. Do you believe in love at first sight?- kinda

13. Who's the youngest in the family?- mii lo. onli one wad =D or you can count my gg-to-buy-doggie =D

14. Where was the last place you slept other than your home?- on bev's car ride to school on friday ba.

15. Who do you trust the most?- myself.

16. Do you think people who come up with brain dead quizzes are crying for help in some twisted way?- how i know ah.

17. LASTperson you saw- mamie

Talked to on the phone:- mamie

Hugged - my teddy bear counted?

Texted- krystal =D (she illegal sms i tink.)

people to do this:

1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
hah i shall sabo no one =D

thats all. finished the task =D bye =D

penned wholeheartedly @ 8:52 PM

Thursday, November 1, 2007

今天会以华文写这篇日记,其实没什么特别的想法或意义,只是突然间有一种强烈的感觉,不想用、不想想英语。明天就考物理和化学了,我怎么不在温习呢?

penned wholeheartedly @ 11:40 PM