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Thursday, March 25, 2010

突然觉得自己好笨，真的，很笨很笨。
超级无敌大笨蛋。
想找人倾诉，不知该找谁才好，有人自告奋勇吗
算了，不说了，反正我也不是什么重要的人，就算我现在消失于这个世界里，也没有人会察觉到的。
嗯，对，就让我这个大笨蛋，自己一个继续emo吧

我相信
有朝一日，有人会关心我的
告诉我说我不傻
告诉我说我不笨
告诉我**对**说过的话
我相信。

penned wholeheartedly @ 2:26 AM

Monday, March 15, 2010

I like this song. Be it the nice voices, or the soothing tune, or the meaningful lyrics, i don't know. I just like it. It's french.

Vox angeli- Si seulement, je pouvais lui manquer

Il suffirait simplement                   It would simple be enough
Qu'il m'appelle                               That he would call me
Qu'il m'appelle                               That he would call me
D'où vient ma vie                            Where did my life come from
Certainement pas du ciel            Certainly not the heaven

Lui raconter mon enfance            Telling him about my childhood
Son absence                                   His absence
Tous les jours                                 Everyday
Comment briser le silence           How do I break the silence
Qui l'entoure                                    That surrounds him

Aussi vrai que de loin                     And as true as from afar    
Je lui parle                                        I talk to him
J'apprends tout seul                       I learnt to, by myself
A faire mes armes                          Build my own weapons
Aussi vrai qu' j'arrête pas              Also true as I can't help
D'y penser                                        Thinking about it
Si seulement                                   If only 
Je pouvais lui manquer                 He could miss me

Est ce qu'il va me faire un signe  Is he going to send me a sign
Manquer d'amour                           To lack love 
N'est ce pas un crime                    Isn't a crime
J'ai qu'une prière à lui adresser  I only have one prayer to address him
Si seulement                                   If only
Je pouvais lui manquer                 He could miss me

Je vous dirais simplement            I only want to say
Qu'à part ça                                      That apart from that
Tout va bien                                      All is well
A part d'un père                                Apart from a father
Je ne manque de rien                    I don't lack anything
Je vis dans un autre monde          I live in another world
Je m'accroche tous les jours        And I hang on everyday
Je briserai le silence                      I will break the silence
Qui m'entoure                                   That surrounds me

Aussi vrai que de loin                     And as true as from afar  
Je lui parle                                        I talk to him
J'apprends tout seul                       I learnt to by myself
A faire mes armes                          Build my own weapons
Aussi vrai qu' j'arrête pas              Also true as I can't help
D'y penser                                        Thinking about it
Si seulement                                   If only 
Je pouvais lui manquer                 He could miss me


Est ce qu'il va me faire un signe  Is he going to send me a sign
Manquer d'un père                         To lack a father
N'est ce pas un crime                    Isn't a crime
J'ai qu'une prière à lui adresser  I only have one prayer to address him
Si seulement                                   If only
Je pouvais lui manquer                 He could miss me




the pure voices of them
are really mesmerizing
i am nowhere near that
and i'll never be
i don't like my voice
but i like to sing
it's enough, isn't it


penned wholeheartedly @ 10:08 PM

Sunday, March 7, 2010

HAHAHAH after being proved dumbdumb by people, I think I should have a long list of confessions to myself so I won't feel so dumb the next time =D hehe =DD

I, Amanda, in my 16 years of life....

I've never... watched powerpuff girls
I've never... watched spongebob
I've never... watched barney and friends
I've never... watched high-5
I've never... watched winnie the pooh
I've never... known that pooh is a male
I've never... known how to sing the powerpuff girs theme song
I've never... known how to sing the spongebob theme song
I've never... watched titanic
I've never... owned nor played with a barbie
I've never... watched tarzan/lion king/ pocahontas/ any other disney things
I've never... said the f word!! =D
I've never... rode a 2-wheel-bike
I've never... played any MMORPG
I've never... cried in front of people
I've never... cried while I'm on the phone
I've never... smsed > 200/mth UNTIL last yr when i had to spam choir members
I've never... ran away from home
I've never... talked back to a teacher
I've never... owned an FBT until recently, and have never let anyone see me wear it
I've never... owned a skirt since i graduated from pri sch
I've never... watched a ghost show
I've never... been to a guy's toilet!
I've never... been with a guy in a room alone
I've never... handed up an assignment without writing my name!
I've never... told someone something that someone else told me not do tell!!
I've never... ran more than 2.4km XD
I've never... gotten last in class for something (ok wait maybe napfa)
I've never... pon school =D
I've never... pon any lesson =D
I've never... failed any chinese thing!
I've never... fell asleep ON my laptop (next to it, yes)

Okay that's all I can think about for now. If YOU think I have anything that I've never done(which is very likely that anything mentioned will be), leave a tag. I'll add it in =D


Living in a life of I never... I shall add this in
I've never written a list of "I've never"s until today =D

penned wholeheartedly @ 11:25 PM


近几天心情好差好差，而且，和自己说好16岁了长大了不会再哭了，但是却哭了。
我真的真的不喜欢，真的。
而且连我喜欢听的歌也跟着伤心了起来。挺忧郁的。

囚鸟-彭羚
。。。看着你的笑在别人眼中燃烧 我却要不到一个拥抱
我像是一个你可有可无的影子 冷冷地看着你说谎的样子
这缭乱的城市 容不下我的痴 是什么让你这样迷恋这样的放肆
我像是一个你可有可无的影子 和寂寞交换着悲伤的心事
对爱无计可施 这无味的日子 眼泪是唯一的奢侈

一下下-同恩
我只想再哭一下下 把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家 眼泪我会替自己擦。。。


哭过就好了-梁文音
。。。最讨厌被误会了 但越解释越觉得难过。。。
哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍。。。
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的。。。


流浪记-梁文音
我就这样告别山下的家 我实在不愿轻易让眼泪流下
我以为我并不差 不会害怕
我就这样自己照顾自己长大 我不想因为现实把头地下
我以为我并不差 能学会虚假
怎样才能够看穿面具里的谎话 别让我的真心散得像沙
如果有一天我变得更复杂 还能不能唱出歌声里的那幅画


我不是你想像那么勇敢-梁文音
有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱得越响亮。。。
我不是你想象那么勇敢 多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装像个孩子一样 单纯地把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想象总是扮演坚强 多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装像个孩子一样 单纯地把爱情放在你心上


如果我没有遵守对自己的承诺，那我是坏人还是受害者？
靖晴，如果不晴，那她是什么？

penned wholeheartedly @ 8:52 PM